go to sleep

I am often compelled to stay up way past my bedtime. I do it nearly every night and don't understand why.  I love to sleep and feel awful in the morning if i didn't get enough sleep. so why won't i go to bed earlier???

it's 2:46 am right now.  I just watched a few episodes of sex and the city. Want to watch more. 

Sometimes I am productive in these many times of staying up late on a school night, but often, I'm really not doing anything. 

I'm off to Milan next week.  Should be a good short getaway.  I'm happy to be working, but man it's tiring getting up in the morning to join the morning rush hour.  My idea of heaven right now, is spending a relaxed week on some remote, tropical beach somewhere. ahhh.. maybe in my dreams?? (if i ever go to bed??)